I really need my legs to heal so I can run/ride bikes/play tennis!! Still, Marina Inoue’s cowgirl and Greg Christian’s hanya look so sick!
Trauma impels people both to withdraw from close relationships and to seek them desperately. The profound disruption in basic trust, the common feelings of shame, guilt, and inferiority, and the need to avoid reminders of the trauma that might be found in social life, all foster withdrawal from close relationships. But the terror of the traumatic event intensifies the need for protective attachments. The traumatized person therefore frequently alternates between isolation and anxious clinging to others. […] It results in the formation of intense, unstable relationships that fluctuate between extremes.
Judith Herman in Trauma and Recovery (via aloegoo)
Fineeeee. I just slept from 7 pm to 10 pm and had weird dreams/nightmares. Plus I feel guilty about things I shouldn’t feel guilty about and I wanna go back to bed. Are you bored yet?